我喜欢在清晨五点漫步在空荡荡的街道上, 我喜欢和流浪者讨论这个荒谬的世界, 我喜欢看着太阳从沉睡的世界中缓缓升起, 我喜欢和陌生人有一番哲思对话。 我经常犯错, 也喜欢把事情搞砸, 但我正在努力学习接受我的弱点。 大多数的时候我根本不在乎别人对我创作的评价, 这是我的生活记录,是我对艺术的看法。 但有些时候,我又渴望有一个人可以透过文字看清本质, 我只想对Ta一个人有意义。 我底层悲观,但对未来又充满了希望, 因为我还活着, 活着,就拥有一切。 我爱笑,我爱闹,珍视微小的美好。 像是阴雨天一杯咖啡上的热气, 在街道转角看到情侣在拥抱。 我喜欢又讨厌人类, 因为无法理解他们的动机和行为, 他们也没法理解我, 或者说我宁愿拒人千里之外。 我20岁的时候从中国搬到新西兰, 30岁又从奥克兰搬到伦敦再到里斯本, 去过我想要的生活, 成为我想成为的人。 我走遍了四大洲但没有一处可以称之为家, 但却在创作中建立了自己的根基, 我遇到的每个人对我来说都是世界。 我还在路上,也不知道究竟要去何方, 我想把生命活成艺术, 把我的存在变成一首诗歌。 尽管艰难, 却因为真实而美丽。 - 2021.09.08 于里斯本听着Fado速写下此时此刻的感受 I love strolling on an empty street at five o’clock in the morning. I love discussing the absurdity of the world with wanderers. I enjoy watching the sunrise, slowly waking up the sleeping world. I enjoy having random philosophical conversations with strangers. I make mistakes. I mess things up. I invite chaos to my life, And then self-sabotage with cries. I’m on a journey to accept my weaknesses, Forgive others and myself at the same time. Sometimes I don’t care what people say about my works. It’s a record of how I see the world. Sometimes, I long for someone to see through my art. I only want to mean something to a special person's heart. I laugh a lot, and prank even more. I cherish tiny happiness in the world. Like the hot air on a cup of coffee on a rainy day; Or couples hug and kiss at the airport. I have a pessimistic mind but an optimistic heart. I love and hate humans at the same time. Their motives and behaviours confused me a lot. They can’t understand my intuition either. Sometimes, I'd rather stay away from the crowd And keep people out. I moved from China to New Zealand in my 20s. Then left Auckland to London now to Lisbon at 30s. I’ve travelled to four continents. But there is no place I could call home. I’m always being a Christmas orphan, But never thought my loneliness is a misfortune. Through content creation, I found my roots and built relations. I am still on the road. I don’t know life's next episode. I want to turn my existence into a poem. I want my life to become an exquisite art. Though the path is destined to be hard, Through authenticity, I could find my truth. 08/09/2021 Lisbon ------
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